Ayyo! Today was pretty good. I had a good time at least. Especially hanging out with T after school. I couldn't forget him if i tried! Ugh, he is so perfect. Anyways.. Thank God, it's Wednesday! Church. It feels like one of my only refuges. A place that won't judged. And everybody their is so nice. Even through everything I've been through, i still believe that deep down, people have good hearts. i always try to look for the good. No matter what. You could be rude, picky, a snob, but if you help me i'll stick around. If you seem to care, i'll stay. I wish there where more good people out there, to help the week, and feed the hungry, and lead the lost. But not all who wonder are lost. The world seems to be falling to shit sometimes. When someone dies, someone gets hurt, or a business tanks for no good reason . It does't make sense to me how bad things happen to good people, how they draw the short end of the stick.. It isn't fair. But as many say, "Life isn't fair." But seriously, i cant wait for church. i feel at home when I'm there, hanging with some of the best people i know. Like Tim ,Cor, K, L, D, Brook, and M.                

 Write more later,
                                   -X

Yas! I'm home, finally. Don't get me wrong, i love hanging with friends and schools okay. But, i have food here. Good food.:)
  Anyways not much seemed to happen today though. Other than getting PDAed ( personal display of affection) AFTER school. Like really?! It was a hug! People are so irksome. But i cant wait tell tomorrow. Wednesdays are my fav. I have church on those days. I love my friends their. They are like my second family. I don't know what i would do without them! I'd probably go insane. Specially Cor. He's the best, my best guy friend ever. He gets me and actually cares. And Tim, he's the bomb! He is so funny and sweet! Just like all my friends there.  But over all it was a good day. People were half decent and i didn't want to close my head in my locker. I say it's an improvement! But some people really make my day. Like T, he's my crush. He makes me smile without trying! Just talking to him makes my day amazing. He's perfect to me, and his eyes staring in to mine about kill me! ugh! enough girl drama for now. I want brownies now!
                        Be back soon,
                                           -X

I don't understand society sometimes. We're told to grow up but are treated like children. We're told to shut up and sit down, but as a kid we were told to talk and walk. Nobody is perfect because nobody can be perfect in a world that cant make up its mind. To be this and that. it doesn't make sense, we strive to be what everybody wants and desires. But in the end it just tears you into a million pieces, being something you're not. Everything you see on the out side is a twisted reflection of whats on the inside. Beauty is only skin deep. Society can never define anyone with the voice and power to say they are different or unique. That they are a individual that has their own mind and their own single beating heart. Theirs more to people in this world than a face. All you have to do is look a little deeper and you've hit gold. Friends really make you who you are. M, my best friend, is someone i can count on. She has my back and i have hers. I remember one time, we where hanging out and in the situation we where in she showed me courage and hope in people that are truly there for you. No matter the situation just eat pizza and you'll feel better.
                                                                                       writing later,
                                                                                                         -X

Hi, I'm starting this blog for many reasons. One, i need a release. For my my emotions, my crazy life that tries to take me under at all times and for sheer enjoyment of letting things go.
  If you don't like it, get off my blog.
     Lets start with who i am. My name is Xxxxx, I'm a teen like most and i honestly don't care what you think. But you can call me X. I live in a place of broken dreams and hard times with true friends and love for all, like most of america, but the difference here to most is i have feelings and I'm here for my friends the way they are for me. And the people that surround me have hearts like no other. Especially my best friend, M.
 Shes crazy like me but we're so different but the same, if that makes sense. I don't know if anyone is ever going to see this but if you do, i want you to know that even the smallest mouths' can be heard. The loudest voices will be seen and pizza is delicious!.

 Blogging soon,
                                      -X